My Reality -Saner Version- by PsychoticAmber, literature
Literature
My Reality -Saner Version-
Tooken away...
I feel i'll never come back...
Count the days...
They feel like years...
Thinking...
Just always thinking...
Everytime I see you,
I stab myself once again...
Tell myself it's all my fault...
Tell myself i'm a horrible person...
I created this problem...
I deserve this pain...
So lost...
So confused...
You can say,
That I should cheer up,
That I haven't lost you...
But to me the days I haven't seen you seem like forever,
And I feel I lost you forever,
I left behind my sanity with you...
Count the days...
They feel like years...
Thinking...
Just always thinking...
Lost my mind over this...
I scream to you
So cold...
So heartless...
I feel I cannot love anymore...
Taken away,
Thoughtless I speak,
Thoughtless I do,
You don't care anymore...
I will go away soon...
You'll never see me again...
Fed with anger,
Fed with hate
Fed,
The lies,
So tasteless...
Formed into one of them...
My place...
So cold...
I never see the light...
My place...
So dark...
All I feel is pain and hate...
It will never go away...
It will never go away...
I belong here...
Each day i'm taken away,
Fed with lies about myself,
Fed to believe i'm a horrible person,
Fed to believe I belong here...
Away,
Untouchable,
Lost here forever,
I scream w
Current Residence: Derby, Kansas Favourite style of art: Depends on the mood Operating System: Windows XP PRO and Ubuntu Debian-based Linux MP3 player of choice: Winamp for some things Windows Media Player for others. Skin of choice: StealthOS Personal Quote: psychoticamber.deviantart.com/…
Favourite Visual Artist
anyone who does a good job in the catagorys i like!
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
www.ocremix.org
Favourite Games
Morrowind (Oblivion sucks) and Empire Earth, but Tetris pwns all! <3
This has some old art that's really nuby. And soon when I can, I will be getting a job of some sort and I will beable to have money to pay so I can start selling my art. Before I think about doing this I will have an in depth look (rereading) into the ToS (Terms of Service), FAQs, Private Policy, Etiquette Policy, etc before I begin my journey on here. However since the main reason I'm going to be getting a new account was so I can have good art and have it being sold, that reason is not going to be the main reason since I will have to recheck how it will work out and if I'm old enough. Perhaps I will use this account for nooby stuff when I
Finally my new computer has been shipped out. It was given to me for free, while it's not extremely nice, it's nice enough. It will have PS on it too.
What do I plan on doing?
I will be recycleing my ideas by making them in PS.
While I like The GIMP, I still like PS too. Every GIMPer will admit to using PS aswell.
I will be getting bryce aswell, I will actually be getting a lot of software.
Its not that i dont enjoy doing art anymore but i found a game i really enjoy playing as of now and have been busy playing it -
Ive been playing www.conqueronline.com (Conquer Online) its really fun and if any of you want to play it or are playing it im playing on the server Honor as the name of PsychoticKelpie =D
Thanks for the faves on the brushes. Hope you get a lot of use from them. Make sure you stop by regularly as I'll be posting more brushes soon. Check out droz's collection as well.
oh and also, i added them to favorites for future reference, though i could of bookmarked them but its hard enough taking my firefox bookmarks to every reformat xP
GIMP brushes are laggy and evil very nice brushes though... my nub days with The GIMP are almost completely over with actually going and looking at tutorials guess its ok for every once in awhile to look for tutorials... im even able to 'convert' most PS tutorials into GIMP useage which is quite nice and have convinced me that my nub days with GIMP is quite over xD but yeah i still need to know how to reload Fonts... i think i tried it once but it either didnt work or The GIMP crashed on me >.> gotta love having a dinosaur for a computer